She Watches The Sunset..

its midnight and

my eyes just staring at the wall opposite

no sleep, no dreams,

i sit and watch the drama

unfolding before me

like an empty canvas

waiting for an artist

i wait in anticipation

wondering when and wondering why

i did all i could,

so i believe so,

what is happening is beyond my grasp

and i can only watch as a mere spectator

a mere spectator in my own life

one moment its all the way up,

the next its hanging in balance,

the tension is nerve wracking

patience is all i have

and patience is all that i need

as i watch the things unfold

and let things take shape at its own pace

i waited a long time for this,

so what difference it is going to make

to wait a little bit more

but for how long should i be the villian in my own life

i wish i could answer all the questions running in my mind,

i wish i could end all the battles being fought inside,

i wish i do not have to wait for long

i wish, i hope and i believe

(maybe) tomorrow will be better than today

p/s :The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. – Anne Frank