Would You Be Here if I ask to??

Bismillah..

Its been 15 years, 2 m0nths, 1 week and 6 days since we said goodbye..

I must say, I miss you.. Badly..

And never stop thinking of you..

I am doing fine here papa..

I keep on wishing to meet you in my dreams..

Al-Fatihah..

[ We Miss You.. ]

* Crying during shower doesn't help, though a bit relieving. I got out, with no single shed of tears left, I disposed them, those despairs, and I'm going for a rally for myself *

The joy when you were around wont be the same anymore without you here..
I am a big girl now.. and I am still smiling papa, so do not worry about me.. please..