Hari Bengang Sedunia..

Van Diesel wat lawak sengal, Paul Walker Bengang.. Tapi bengang lagi tuan punyer blog..

Bismillah..

I warn you, do not read.. U are going to waste your time.. Seriously.. Huhu...

Ohoo, sudah2 lah, dah habes bersangka baik dengan korang2 sume.. I think today is the day when everything went wr0ng.. It is too obvious laa kawan.. Obvious giler muka yang engkau-engkau tunjukkan..

To be frank, sebelum ni, I think of nothing except sangat berharap kawan2 yang baru kenal akan bertukar menjadi seorang sahabat.. Owh tidak.. Benar sekali kata pepatah tentang sahabat dan kawan..

Entry kali ni, domir yang sesuai digunakan bukan lagi awak saya, mahupun ana enti, tapi entah.. Baca je lah kepada sape yang nak baca..

Okay stop.

Nothing to clarify..

Engkau bertiga sahaja yang macam ni.. The rest were just fine and good with me.. Sangat2 baik..

Thats the reason kenapa I prefer to be cl0se with FRPs [full registered pharmacist], and the PRPs [provisional registered pharmacist]..

Tak sangka betul, u guys seem very nice in front of me but somehow talk something bad about me behind your back..

Is that what you call a friendship? Come on, be professionals.. What worth of fighting for?? Engkau-engkau bergaduhlah.. As for me, I keep my m0uth shut.. There’s no point laa nak gaduh, sedar tak yang ni dah akhir zaman?? Entah next FRIDAY will be the LAST DAY.. Who kn0ws..??

Sorry, your attitude towards me wont bring me down.. Nothing at all.. I did nothing wrong.. and for GOD sake, I am never never and never talk something BAD about the three of you.. And wahh selama ni, engkau-engkau baik dengan sayer just because sayer ade kereta and can send u home? Ohho.. Criuzly, dat was the great attitude I have ever seen.. Let me LAUGH OUT LOUD here.. HAHAHAHA...

Okay DONE..

I let myself to be happy and to enjoy every single thing I do..

Now I am moving to second situation.. Have you ever been in a situation di mana, it isnt your FAULT, but somehow you were scolded by someone yang sangat annoying seolah-olah perkataan yang polite are no longer wujud lagi di alam maya ini.. You are screwed..

Okay, I know, Cik ade jawatan as a pharmacist, with the grade of U41.. But Cik kena laa ingat, ade lagi yang tinggi dari Cik, U54 nak letak kat mana?

I am not the one who fill the prescription from ward 7EF.. So mana laa saye nak tahu kat mana prescription discharge patient tu.. Well I am trying to help but at last sayer kena marah.. Apekah??

Wah, kali ni mmg rase tercabar.. Terasa mcm she treated me like an uneducated person.. Its about dignity k0t.. Nak je bukak halaqah kat situ dan bagi tazkirah.. Nah hamek kau.. Sayer dah try nak tolong but at last sayer pulak yang kene marah? Ya ALLAH.. ujian.. ujian..

Kalo ikut perasaan amarah kan, nak jer cakap..

‘Puan, Cik or whatever, saya x filling langsung pun the prescriptions from wards so how can I know where it is.. You cant just simply said BODOH to me.. [well I heard she said bodoh but I do not know to whom she’s referring dat to]..

‘And one more thing Cik, just so u know, I just got an offer from INTERNATIONAL MEDICAL UNIVERSITY under MARA SPONSORSHIP, to pursue my studies in medicine, so beware, if munajat istikharah memberikan jawapan supaya saya memilih bidang perubatan lepas ini, be careful, I am going to be your CAPTAIN someday!!..

Tapi, xde lah sayer cakap kan, saye SENYUM lagi mase tu bile dah kena marah mcm tu.. Dalam hati sebak jugak k0t.. Tapi entah, dah sifat saya ape yang di dalam takkan terzahir di luar..

So, saye take time to heal.. Wat2 xtahu.. Then I went out from satelitte pharmacy, ke balcony luar je pun.. Amik angin, sejukkan hati yang panas.. Hehe..

Anyway, these environment make me feel calm.. Tengok langit, tengok pantai, owh ya Allah.. Forgive me when I whine.. I am just your full time slave, so forgive me dear ALLAH..